Suicide Note

The girl with the sad face wanders,

clouded and alone

Lost without hope or future,

she sacrificed herself just to feel alive

All that pain and hurt,

her heart wept behind closed doors.

Where did it all go wrong?

Why can't she live her life normal?

Everyone turned away from her

Except for the hatred in the mirror

The darkness stepped a little farther from the shadows,

in her smoky paranoid dream.

The faded cuts on her arms

bleed the pain she held within

"the monster wants out" she whispers,

dragging the razor deeper,

nerve-wracking shaking from the pills swallowed

the bottles fell to the floor.

She hated the person she'd become,

wild eyed and crazy once again

But this time she lay in her bed quiet,

and watched the world at the horizon of a new dream.